WHO is sick of worrying about THIS!?!?

have you ever thought to apply to a long term counselling together with a psychiatrist?you cannot solve such a problem within yourlsef you need professional help ,you will not die but what you get i mean the bumpoing your head on the wall or hurt yourself is only the symptom of something more deeplier rooted so if you want to solve the problem you must cut the roots of it and cannot do on your own.unless you think that it will do you gvood .