The way to this man's heart is through his stomach, but it's still not enough...?

I really really like this boy in my seminary cl (morning church youth cl), and I also like his brother. Actually, I really really like both of them. They are seemingly perfect in everyway, and believe me, I know perfect when I see it! But every time i'm around them I make a fool of myself, in one way or another. I mean, sure today went well, for the most part, since I brought the cl cookies, but I doubt they will ever really like me. I can't tell which of the two I like more, since I keep flip flopping around, but I think the oldest, ethan, likes me more than trent. (well, ethan technically is just the oldest of the two; they have an older bro and sis) for example, ethan holds the door for all the girls, but today, he actually waited up for me, to finish packing up, al the while holding the door open, and he personally said goodbye to me. Un fortunately, he's also 2yrs older than me. Question: WHAT DO I DO? he just doesn't seem to notice me, and i feel bad chasing both of them